That night…

These cold cracking days
That sensitive fire burnt loud
With forcibly controlled flames
Blatant ignition stayed inside
With frosty heat by my side.

It’s been a long time guys, I was busy with traveling and all my academic works.

Enjoy it..

Thankyou 😊❤️

Day didn’t went as expected..

Sometimes it’s only you and the world
You realise the crucial blatant truth
That no one really cares
No one really loves
You introspect
You observe
You take the beauty of the silent trees in.
You feel the sweet rays burning your skin.
You get struck by those soft winds making you wobble.
You hologram your emotions playing infront of your eyes.
And finally you get your answer
It’s only you
Or May be sometimes you aren’t.

It’s been a long time guys. I have been little busy but I can never stop thinking about this. So thankyou for all your support.

Love….

If you are asking ????

I know you must be thinking..

I Don’t know, I just fell only for you without knowing Anything about you and you became everything( my day, my night everything). I don’t care about the type of situations I will go through but I am damn sure that you are the love of my life.

Because I have never felt such pure feeling when you were gazing at me for the first time I saw you. I have never thought of such little pretty things which would decide my day. Never I have waited that long for someone. Never I have sprinted that fast and slipped without even realising the pain because I was lost in you. Never I have gone blank infront of someone.Never I have danced that funky whenever I got a sight of you. And never I have felt such happiness and worked on myself.

Sometimes we have to be lost in something, I am lost in you..

IT’S THE SECOND DAY…

 

I Am in balcony

Nature has captureD me

those netted sunbeams,

those beautiful interlinked hills,

those cute dancing florals.

Nature is in my eyes now,

such an enticing image

But my vision is incomplete

in your absence.

Nature needs your radiance

my love.

And I just need you by my side

absorbing it my dear.

 

I woke up today and directly went to the balcony ( strange…. I don’t know why ). My eyes were not opening as I wanted to sleep more but the serene scenery infront of me took away my dizziness. I didn’t sleep much yesterday. But everything vanished and positivity was all around me( it was inside me ).

So, this was the happy moment as I was able to notice such fantastic image and I was so close to nature. It matters me a lot. Nature is neutral, it absorbs all your negative thoughts and still it would remain the same, if you really feel it. That’s the real beauty of nature.

WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMS TO FADE NATURE SEEMS TO SHINE.

 

Before the first day….

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Remember, There is someone missing you every second.💗

My emotions getting stronger and painful every second  without you. I don’t know how I am going to survive these days or fight these feelings. Somewhere I feel I need to let them flow so that I wanna fall into you much more.

I don’t want to kill my buddies(cute emotions). I just want you. Every single second with you. May be I am making this more intricate but I still don’t have great vocabulary(may be there exists no such thing) to explain all those things that I really am feeling.

Sometimes there is no one to lift you up, to fill your heart with joy, to clear your mind (making you a joker ), there remains no person with you.

Even there would be no one to wipe out your falling down tears. You would repent the situation, you would realise how hard it is even to cry. THOSE TEARS FEAR TO FLOW DOWN EVEN IF THE FLOODGATES ARE OPENED.

You would be hiding everything, yes you have to and you really do.

No one except her would understand the magnitude of your pain and those piercing rays of your surrounding would make it even worse.

Even I try to crack some bad, lame jokes to bring everything to life but even that doesn’t make things better.

Feels like it’s very hard even to laugh and even to smile. Pretending in-front of everyone (that you are happy),, that is so fake it doesn’t feel right.

I just wanna get to you……… yep…..

 

This was the situation I faced when I was attending a fest and was lonely hoping for good things, the best. I wrote this in the train on the way to the location…. Many more are coming guys ….

Thankyou for all your support….

LOVE YOU (AD)

yayyy…..